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| This morning, at about 5:55, oddly enough my favorite time of the morning, twenty six students departed for the airport.
I didn't think it would be hard. It wasn't supposed to be a big deal. I was happy for her. I wanted her to enjoy herself.
But she's too special. She means too much.
I didn't want her to go.
I still don't want her to go. I hate every day that she's gone, and it's eating me from the inside out.
I skipped chapel today, partially because I was tired, but mostly because I couldn't bear being awake. At least, then, I have a chance of dreaming about her.
I guess I'll recover...regain my composure; but even then I won't be able to focus. I'll be in a constant state of self-denial. Too much of me is gone; and parts of me will never come back.
I have a bad feeling about this...I just hope she returns to me safely.
I love you with everything, Heather Elise Edens. Come back to me soon. | | |
| Indeed. Exciting. Like.
I have spoken. | | |
| Let me just say (about my last post) that it was something that I agree with for the most part. This is how I feel and how I would like to be treated. don't blow up to me about how you've never known a guy that deserves this kind of girl, because there are plenty out there. Don't try to tell me I'm stereotyping girls as the flirt-with-any guy-she-sees hussies and guys as the poor-downtrodden-abused victims either.
I realize that this post may be a tad controversial if taken out of context, so read it with an open mind. I also realize that about 90% of guys are scum. My previous post was in no way related to them. I posted the views of the 10% of the male race who really do give a crap about their girls, and the same 10% who never seem to meet an actual sincere, loving mate.
I simply want girls to know this simple fact. There IS hope out there to find the guy of your dreams; and you probably won't meet him in a bar, strip club, or at a party. You won't catch him by wearing low cut shirts and mini-skirts, and you won't keep him if you keep with the trend.
And to the guys: keep up with being real. So many people buy into the stereotype, thinking "oh well, I'll never find the woman I've waited for all my life, I might as well just satisfy my wants" So don't give up, and you'll find her.
To Hoddy: You're amazing, and you know it. You know God's got somebody right around the corner, so take joy in the fact that when you meet him, you'll be fully prepared to keep him yours forever. I love you, keep up the good work! :D
bye all. sorry for the rant...let's just write this one off as relationship problems. | | |
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Hey girls..
Don't assume that guys won't care where you are, because we do.It makes us feel secure to know that our girlfriends aren't off flirting w/ guys we've never heard of.
Also, don't talk about your ex-boyfriends. We never have, nor never will respect/like them. Nor, do we want to hear about them.When you do, you're asking your boyfriend to be jealous.You're asking your boyfriend to lose trust.
On that, don't hump everything that walks into the room. We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're "friends" with other guys. But, when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute /stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The most awesome thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open.Smile, and say "thank you". Let us pay for you. Don't "feel bad". We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say - everybody together now..."thank you".
Kiss us when noone's watching. If you kiss us when you know nobody's looking we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have, put on every kind of make-up you own.We like you for WHO you are not WHAT you are.
Don't flirt with guys when we're not around. We'll find out. Trust me. We have eyes everywhere. And when we find out, we're pissed. A lot with the guy/s you flirted with, but more-so with you.
Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hot "Tom Cruise" or "Brad Pitt" is in front of us.It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.
Whatever happened to the word "handsome"? Why does everything have to be "hot/sexy". I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with a "hey handsome" instead of a "hey baby, stud, cutie, sexy" whatever you can think of. Claiming girls or guys to be "hot" shows immaturity.
Girls, I cannot stress this enough, if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change. Ditch his sorry, disgrace-to-the-male-population butt, and find someone who will treat you with utter respect. Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.. |
Thanks to MF for posting this, I agree with all of it. Sometimes you girls just need to know this. | | |
| OC FINALLY GOT FACEBOOK!
I still don't care. | | |
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